Craig Jutila is a friend, a mentor, and an example to me in so many ways. His journey as the Children’s Pastor at Saddleback Community Church seemed to be a fairytale until it turned into nightmare. Pressure, stress, and … well “Ministry”, overtook him. It swarmed in and ate up all of his energy, thoughts, and family time. As a result, he was a pastor who was broken on the inside where few could see.